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heheh.. no really.. i want to, but i don't want to go mediocre anymore. i don't want to just get by. i don't want to rely on anyone for money or surviving anymore. i'm sick of being halfass... i'm sick of being late. i'm sick of being ineffective. i really want to make a name for ourselves. i want to get to superstar status in success and never look back. i never want to be in this shit ever again. i never ever want to wish we could only to find we can't because of lack of resources. i'm sick and tired of letting people down. i'm sick and tired of not reaching my potential. i want to get to the point where everyone is proud of me and my accomplishments. i want to be so successful, people are envious of me (not cuz i want them to be jealous, but b/c i'm so successful they can't help but be jealous!).
I don't want you to have to be excited about an email "special" from travelzoo where the "special" is so special BECAUSE no one else wants to go on this mediocre cruise and the only way to fill the damn boat is to discount it low enough to be warranted as a "special" just so the travel company can fill UNWANTED seats at "SPECIAL" prices. I want you to be able to get a call from several of your travel agents letting you know of a GRAND VACATION opportunity... and it's "grand" because not any shmo can go on this trip. it's grand because of the exclusive access to the location and resort/destination/cruise. i want you to be excited about a vacation where there is limited seating NOT BECAUSE the prices are so low that everyone and their grandmother are buying seats on an overbooked vacation... i want the vacation trip that you're excited about to be limited seating because the vacation is so exclusive and limited to the elite of the elite and not the bottom of the bottom.
I want success and fortune not JUST for the vanity of it - altho, that'd be nice, it's not necessary or sought for that reason. i want success and fortune so that we can be financially secure in our lifetime and our kids' lifetimes. i want to be able to truly enjoy without any ...ANY... concerns or thots of how we paid for it and who we owe when we come back from the damn trip. I want us to finally be so organized, so motivated, so "juiced" to take massive action to achieve what many would label as "unimaginable" success and fortune in all that we strive for and work towards.
i'm tired of being sad or annoyed or irritated when we can't do what we want to do or go where we want to go or have to stop and think or calculate how to go, do, be whatever the hell we want to go, do, be! i'm tired of feeling bad when i can't shower you with the fortune and luxuries that you deserve. i'm tired of feeling bad (and stupid) that i wasted my youth and $ on the wrong person and in the wrong time... i VOW to never be in this position again, and would like for all this LACK to reverse to be all in ABUNDANCE in the near future of 2009! While I can't have, do, be all this financially for you right now, I will at least do my best to do, be, and have as a better human being and husband to you. i'm tired of talk.. i'm tired of false starts. Sorry for the hollow promises - hollow not because my promises were insincere, but hollow because i was not sure of what my path should be or what my focus should be on... hollow because i did not yet know what i should do or what i should be. i'm sorry it took me so long to figure things out.
and now that i KNOW what i want, where to be, what to seek, and what to do... to hell with the sorry and pity party. as our paths to success become clear every day (and i'm so grateful for the clarity and support from you and my family up til now), I promise anew that we will grab this vision with both hands and take this running to stars with our ambitions ablazed to FINALLY get out of this mediocrity of what we have limited ourselves to.
yesss... "Sigh -- Okay" to the mediocre travelzoo special. let's do better, be better, and have better starting with being clear on placing ourselves with higher standards and expectations of ourselves ... let's make a big splash by setting up some huge goals that we will achieve in the near future (by june, 2009) so that we can aptly reward ourselves with a GRAND DREAM VACATION and not feel bad that we can't go on some college student's vacation that travelzoo is trying to blow out to fill some unwanted seats on some unwanted cruise.
OK??
LOVE AND SUCCESS, YOUR HUSBAND...
me
I don't want you to have to be excited about an email "special" from travelzoo where the "special" is so special BECAUSE no one else wants to go on this mediocre cruise and the only way to fill the damn boat is to discount it low enough to be warranted as a "special" just so the travel company can fill UNWANTED seats at "SPECIAL" prices. I want you to be able to get a call from several of your travel agents letting you know of a GRAND VACATION opportunity... and it's "grand" because not any shmo can go on this trip. it's grand because of the exclusive access to the location and resort/destination/cruise. i want you to be excited about a vacation where there is limited seating NOT BECAUSE the prices are so low that everyone and their grandmother are buying seats on an overbooked vacation... i want the vacation trip that you're excited about to be limited seating because the vacation is so exclusive and limited to the elite of the elite and not the bottom of the bottom.
I want success and fortune not JUST for the vanity of it - altho, that'd be nice, it's not necessary or sought for that reason. i want success and fortune so that we can be financially secure in our lifetime and our kids' lifetimes. i want to be able to truly enjoy without any ...ANY... concerns or thots of how we paid for it and who we owe when we come back from the damn trip. I want us to finally be so organized, so motivated, so "juiced" to take massive action to achieve what many would label as "unimaginable" success and fortune in all that we strive for and work towards.
i'm tired of being sad or annoyed or irritated when we can't do what we want to do or go where we want to go or have to stop and think or calculate how to go, do, be whatever the hell we want to go, do, be! i'm tired of feeling bad when i can't shower you with the fortune and luxuries that you deserve. i'm tired of feeling bad (and stupid) that i wasted my youth and $ on the wrong person and in the wrong time... i VOW to never be in this position again, and would like for all this LACK to reverse to be all in ABUNDANCE in the near future of 2009! While I can't have, do, be all this financially for you right now, I will at least do my best to do, be, and have as a better human being and husband to you. i'm tired of talk.. i'm tired of false starts. Sorry for the hollow promises - hollow not because my promises were insincere, but hollow because i was not sure of what my path should be or what my focus should be on... hollow because i did not yet know what i should do or what i should be. i'm sorry it took me so long to figure things out.
and now that i KNOW what i want, where to be, what to seek, and what to do... to hell with the sorry and pity party. as our paths to success become clear every day (and i'm so grateful for the clarity and support from you and my family up til now), I promise anew that we will grab this vision with both hands and take this running to stars with our ambitions ablazed to FINALLY get out of this mediocrity of what we have limited ourselves to.
yesss... "Sigh -- Okay" to the mediocre travelzoo special. let's do better, be better, and have better starting with being clear on placing ourselves with higher standards and expectations of ourselves ... let's make a big splash by setting up some huge goals that we will achieve in the near future (by june, 2009) so that we can aptly reward ourselves with a GRAND DREAM VACATION and not feel bad that we can't go on some college student's vacation that travelzoo is trying to blow out to fill some unwanted seats on some unwanted cruise.
OK??
LOVE AND SUCCESS, YOUR HUSBAND...
me
